Tonight I Recorde

Today I thought of you, between melancholy and fatigue life tonight, my mind has brought you in my thoughts overwhelmed and congested in my head. I remembered your name and remind me sad and not knowing what to say, not being able to be with you to discuss everything and anything, like yesterday, I was sad not being able to talk, do not know why. I miss those long night conversations we had. I miss you always have something good to tell you, something that causes you laugh, makes you happy and makes me smile to see just silly fun.

Do not know what else, I feel nothing in my heart and I can not, at least for now, give me more than to make you forget the bad times we lived, but here are severe scarring on my skin, and I do not see you, even I can not wait to be with you again. I do not want to see in my skin the scars left by past battles, bloody and painful defeats were imprinted on my skin and my weary soul. I write words of light and bright colors that make your heart jump with joy, but can not find the appropriate emotions to paint your pictures that make you happy do you dream of joy. Tonight I remembered you, and I felt afraid again be missing, that you thought that I want nothing from you, if only you knew not. I do not want to see the truth, the reality that I lived and wounds that are draining me even life. Today I remembered your face, but not if truth can recognize to see you again.